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Coping Mechanism

by Revolutionary Hope

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1.
When they say, “Good job,” I think, “What did I do wrong?” When they say, “Come join us.” I think, “I don’t belong.” When they say, “I love you.” I think, “Yeah? For how long?” But I don’t have to think that today No, I don’t have to think that way When they say, “You’re special.” I think “So’s everyone.” When they say, “You’re pretty.” I think, “Please don’t make fun.” When they say, “You’re worth it.” I think, “Not in the long run.” But I don’t have to think that today No, I don’t have to think that way When I feel proud I still think I might be wrong When I feel accepted I still doubt if I belong When I feel loved I still think it won’t last long But I don’t have to think that today x3 No, I don’t have to think that way I don’t have to think that way
2.
The world’s gonna end and take us all with it That’s what it feels like today Tomorrow’s a lie, we’re fools to believe it I can’t think any other way But beliefs form behaviors that help you to function And give you the strength to fight one more day I’ll take disappointment over premature defeat And believe in myself anyway Cause there’s nothing wrong with believing tomorrow Will be so much better than what I’m scared of And there’s nothing wrong with believing tomorrow Will happen for me and the ones that I love I know that it’s scary, and I know it’s hard to do But what’s the worst that believing can do? The world is uncertain, and I cannot change it That’s what it feels like today Dreams for the future seem hopeless and pointless I can’t think any other way But change cannot happen without plans for tomorrow And it’s better to fail than to not try at all I’ll aim for the sun and become a shooting star Despair gives me nowhere to go Cause there’s nothing wrong with dreaming tomorrow Will be so much better than what I’m scared of And there’s nothing wrong with dreaming tomorrow Will happen for me and the ones that I love I know that it’s scary, and I know it’s hard to do But what’s the worst that dreaming can do? The world is all pain, I have no place in it That’s what it feels like today It won’t get better and hope does nothing I can’t think any other way But hope’s always stronger than we give it credit It carries me through when I feel alone The tiniest voice that knows things will get better Leads my way through the unknown Cause there’s nothing wrong with hope that tomorrow Will be so much better than what I’m scared of And there’s nothing wrong with hope that tomorrow Will happen for me and the ones that I love I know that it’s scary, and I know it’s hard to do But what’s the worst that hope can do?
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You did not ask for that You did not have it coming Even if you weren’t perfect they don’t need to be mean Cause you don’t deserve that
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Why can’t I help them, they need me to help them They’re pushing me away and everyone is so scared I should stay here and I should do more I don’t know what to do, I can’t just do nothing Someone is hurting, it’s my responsibility To do all I can or I’m a bad person Why is nothing working x4 It’s too much pressure for just one person You can’t be responsible, it’s still their decision They need more help than you can give them That’s not weakness It’s not your fault They’re not getting better, I keep trying new things If someone’s in danger, I have to drop everything If I tell anyone, they can’t trust me My feelings don’t matter, nothing’s more important If they get hurt, and I could have stopped it It’s just as bad as hurting them myself I need to save them x4 You can’t save someone when you are injured Neglecting yourself won’t save anyone You did your best, you could not do more That is ok, it’s not your fault
5.
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Your story could have ended, But you didn’t want it that way You’re here, you’re here, you’re here, you’re here, you’re here and not going away; I can’t promise to make everything better I don’t know what’s in your way But you’ll get through it, minute by minute Second by second by day; I can’t say what will make you happy When everything’s painful and grey But some smile, some flower, some sunshine, some kiss, Some moment will feel worth it someday; I won’t tell you it’s all for a reason No one needs to feel this way The best parts of you are never your wounds But healing has power anyway; Your story could have ended But you didn’t want it that way You’re here, you’re here, you’re here, you’re here, you’re here and not going away;
6.
You are worthy of happiness You earned it the day you were born You don’t need to be smart You don’t need to be pretty You don’t need to be perfect For you to love you You are you, you are you, you are you, you are you, and you are enough You are worthy of kindness You earned it the day you were born You don’t need to buy gifts You don’t need to do favors You don’t to pay dues For people to like you You are you, you are you, you are you, you are you, and you are enough You are worthy of love and care You earned it the day you were born You don’t need to be crying You don’t need to be hurting You don’t need open wounds To prove you need care too You are you, you are you, you are you, you are you, and you are enough You are worthy of happiness You are worthy of kindness You are worthy of love and care You earned it the day you were born You earned it the day you were born You earned it the day you were born
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I don’t have hope for the whole wide world But I can have hope for you We don’t have power and we don’t have time But I can make time for you I can’t say much that’s comforting But we’re more than our suffering We don’t know how long we have left We can’t know how long we have left We’ll never know how long we have left Even if things were ok Take nothing for granted anyway It’s always true to say We won’t know our last day There’s not enough care in the whole wide world But I can take care of you There might not be much space for us But I can make space for you I can’t undo what’s in the past But pain is never built to last We don’t know how long we have left We can’t know how long we have left We’ll never know how long we have left Even if things were ok Take nothing for granted anyway It’s always true to say We won’t know our last day
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We'll Be Ok 02:00
I miss a lot of people and I miss them everyday I’m sad that they’re gone I want to hang out and talk and hug and laugh and smile and play and stare at each other in a silent conversation But they’re not here they’re gone And I’ll be ok In order to miss people you have to know how to care You learn how to connect To listen and to share, you want to go right back, see them again And tell them that you want them in your life But they’re not here they’re gone And you’ll be ok We don’t need to miss people who are still around today We’re happy they’re here And we need to tell them that we want to talk and hug and laugh And stare at each other in a silent conversation We want to connect To listen and to share and to go to them, look in their eyes And tell them that we want them in our lives Cause we’re not gone we’re here We’re here, we’re here And we’ll be ok.

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Coping Mechanism is the result of a year-long project to replace my repeated negative thoughts with repeated healthy thoughts, so please listen repeatedly, sing repeatedly, make as many covers in as many styles as you want!

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released March 16, 2020

Credits! MY THERAPIST, my mastering engineer: e v e, my professors: Tim Feeney, Laura Steenberge, and Clay Chaplin, my loved ones, every single person who listened to demos, every single person who has picked up the phone or answered a text or an instant message when I’ve asked for emotional support, and me! I wrote, recorded, sang, played, and mixed this whole album.

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